[I'm not the best at writing music, but I'm not the worst either. I don't attempt to make any meaning to songs unless if they're that important. I try to let others make meaning to them. My inspirations are Tool, Breaking Benjamin, and Nirvana mainly. I also have some inspiration from Coheed and Cambria. But yeah, I've written a lot and hope some day to start playing and singing them. Feel free to critique.]
- A LOT OF SONGS:
- Project IV
"Nothing Remains"
Song Projects
I'm free and I am home...
I'm wrong and you are right...
You will reap what you sow...
And I will win the fight!
Soon we all will remain
Held down and restrained...
Leave me behind
'Cause nothing remains
Slowly I will break
Right through all these chains
I will see your face
And you will defend
But I'll keep on trying
Until the end
I am vain and mortified
You are dark and you are blind
Slowly I will try to find
All that's left behind!
Soon we all will remain
Held down and restrained...
Leave me behind
'Cause nothing remains
Slowly I will break
Right through all these chains
I will see your face
And you will defend
But I'll keep on trying
Until the end
I will not give in...
Leave me behind
'Cause nothing remains
Slowly I will break
Right through all these chains
I will see your face
And you will defend
But I'll keep on trying
Until the end
End!
Project IV
"On My Own"
Song Projects
Come as you are
You will not make it this far
You have been told
You're the one that is so cold...
You went too far
Now I'm starting to fall apart
I've lost my mind
How can darkness be so divine?!
I am leaving!!!
I will not stay!!!
Too hard to say
But I will be leaving this day
I will be gone
Don't worry, you still have your God
Who would you blame
If you lost your own twisted game?!
You went too far
Now I'm starting to fall apart
I've lost my mind
How can darkness be so divine?!
I hope you know
I will never come back home
Leave me alone
I want to fight this on my own...
Oooohh...
[Mold me into what I used to be...
Forget the words that I could say...
Hold me in between!
I will find our way...]
To better days...
Come as you are
You will not make it this far...
You went too far
Now I'm starting to fall apart
I've lost my mind
How can darkness be so divine?!
I hope you know
I will never come back home
Leave me alone
I want to fight this on my own...
Project IV
"Mach 1"
Song Projects
You think you caught me slow,
It's something you don't know,
You are the one who tries,
You're wasting all of your time!!
You tried your best to bring me down,
Instead you made it worse!
I'm the one who helps you out,
And lets you make it first!
You can cut me out,
Of your time and your space!
You can look around!
You will never find your place!
You can shut me down!
I will find my way AROUND!!!
You think you made it first
No need to say this verse...
I'll have to say it twice...
You're wasting all of your time!
You tried your best to bring me down,
Instead you made it worse!
I'm the one who helps you out,
And lets you make it first!
You can cut me out,
Of your time and your space!
You can look around!
You will never find your place!
Can't outrun me now!
I'm travelin' at the speed of SOUND!!!
I'LL TAKE YOU DOWN!!!
You tried your best to bring me down,
Instead you made it worse!
I'm the one who helps you out,
And lets you make it first!
You can cut me out,
Of your time and your space!
You can look around!
You will never find your place!
You think you caught me slow!
It's something you will never KNOW!!!
Project IV
"Temper"
Song Projects
God knows how I've felt...
But you can't recall...
I fell down, ashamed...
I've lost it all...
Can you hear me...
Calling out?
Can you see me...
Reaching out?
I am condemned...
You won't see me again!
I will forget...
Your voice inside my head!
You said it once!
I thought about it twice!
I said I'm done!
Don't end this with a fight!
I've lost my whole life...
Nothing left to lose...
Indecisive...
Nothing left to choose...
Enlighten me!
I am still confused...
Turn back on me!
No more trust in you!
You said it once!
I thought about it twice!
I said I'm done!
Don't end this with a fight!
There's no forgiveness...
We both did the worst...
Embrace the sickness...
I've dealt with it first...
There is no reason
To be here,
There is no reason
To stay here,
There is no reason
To stay calm,
There is no reason
I'M DONE!!!
It can be worse!
I know it!
It will stay worse!
I feel it!
Feel the anger!
I felt it!
Unstable temper!
CONCEAL IT!!!
CONCEAL IT!!! [3X]
Conceal it...
Project IV
"My Turn"
Song Projects
Your time is up!!!
I wake up with confusion in my eyes...
Where the hell am I?
Alone, assuming that I'm fine...
Assumptions can lie!
I stand up for what I believe is fine...
I cannot lie!
I will, take back what is mine...
That came from inside!
There's a gun in my bed!
There's a gun in my bed!
No!
I will do anything that makes you hurt!
It's my turn!
This omnipresence gives me chills,
But I see no meaning to these thrills,
I have came here to take some more,
I have the gun I said I've had before!
Sink or swim is life's lesson for today...
Kill or be killed!
I can't stop searching for what is okay!
I can't sit still!
How can life be any worse!?
I will make all that hurts me burn!
It's my turn!
This omnipresence gives me chills,
But I see no meaning to these thrills,
I have came here to take some more,
I have the gun I said I've had before!
I won't back back down for what is right!
I won't hide myself from your sight!
I will come back to take some more,
I still have the gun like before!
I came back for more...
This omnipresence gives me chills,
But I see no meaning to these thrills,
I know that I have made myself sure!
This time it's going to be my turn!
Your time is up!!!
Your time is up!!!
[I need a song name idea!]
Project IV
"Untitled"
Song Projects
Why not turn fantasy into...real life?
I will follow wherever it...leads me...
I can't stand living like this...broken...
Relax, I'm still here, with my arms, open...
The light shines once more
Upon the days of remorse...
Your loving arms hold me down...
They let me know that you're around...
Your caring arms lift me up...
They tell me to never give up...
SHINE!!!
These memories haunt me, cursed...
I'm hoping that I'll be blessed...
From days to years, I'm still waiting...
Praying and hating...
See these thoughts they haunt me!
See these thoughts they haunt me!
See these thoughts they haunt me...
FORGET!!!
Why not turn fantasy into real life?!
Hold tight, it's a big fight...
I will follow wherever it leads me!
Keep me from leaving!
The light shines once more!
Upon the days or remorse...
Your loving arms hold me down!
They let me know that you're around...
Your caring arms lift me up!
They tell me to never give up!
They tell me to never give up...
I can't stand living like this, not at all!
Hopin' that you're holding on!
Show the world that you're something!
And make me look like nothing!
The light shines once more,
Upon the days of remorse!
You cannot change without force!
Your loving arms hold me down!
They let me know that you're around!!!
Your caring arms lift me up!
They tell me to never give up!
They let me know that you're around...
They tell me to never give up...
Your loving arms are holding me down...
Your caring arms are lifting me up...
See these thoughts they haunt me!
See these thoughts they haunt me!
See the thoughts that haunt me!
Project IV
"Qué Hace Que le Duela" (What Makes It Painful)
Song Projects
The painful session...
The long ride home...
The hate and pressure...
Two ways to go...
Succeed or fail?
No one knows...
Record some more?
Or just let it go?
Just sit and relax...
No need for anxiety,
You're just nervous...
You're making stress your company
Thank you for your patience...
Thanks you for letting the Project take control...
We all know we have mistakes,
That are in...room for feedback,
You're sweating and your body aches,
Alone and...holding pressure...
One more message...
Before it ends...
Love yourself...
And hate your friends...
They're the reason...
To what you've become...
Perform treason...
And let them be gone...
Isolation...
You will find out who you are...
Competition...
Takes you away from who you are...
When you're alone, you're home
You make your space your own domain...
When your time, has come
You'll be sick and you'll be in pain...
Project IV
"Welcome Home"
Song Projects
The Days seem to get much colder,
But I am still here holding on...
Holding on...
I hold the world upon my shoulders,
The time seems to be moving on...
Moving on...it goes...
A conceptualized image,
I don't want you to see it,
It was all my fault...
Everything was lost...
I cannot beg for forgiveness,
I can only ask for your time...
For your time...
So now my mind is distorted,
I think that I have lost my mind...
Lost my mind...again...
A conceptualized image,
I don't want you to see it,
It was all my fault...
Everything was lost...
I can never understand it,
I wish I was able to end it,
But I was wrong inside!
Welcome to my life...!
Welcome home...
[I wish this wouldn't happen to me,
Everything I loved goes away!
I can never understand it!
I wish it would have just ended!]
La...men...ta...tion...
La...men...ta...tion...
I'm tired of expressing sorrow,
I'm tired of expressing sorrow,
I'm tired of expressing sorrow,
I'M TIRED OF EXPRESSING SORROW!
A conceptualized image,
I don't want you to see it,
It was all my fault...
Everything was lost...
I can never understand it,
I wish I was able to end it,
But I was wrong inside!
Welcome to my life...!
Welcome home...
To my...reality...
Project IV
"Reality Kicks In"
Song Projects
It's not ENOUGH!
My time has come,
I don't want you to remember,
I'm leaving you today...
Hold the inspiration...
Leave out the idols that you loved!
Cut their words from your mouth!
Lacerate their thoughts out of your...MIND!
It's your mind's eye...
It won't happen to you!
It's neurotic!
You are just confused!
Expression of affliction!
Separated, fission!
I won't pity you!
I won't hold you back!
NO!
Your time has come...
You expect a day that's better...
Your leaving me today...
I'll hold the inspiration!
Leave out the idols that I loved!
I'll cut their words out of my mouth!
Lacerate their thoughts out of my mind!
It's my mind's eye...
It won't happen to me!
It's neurotic!
It is inside my mind!
Expression of affliction!
Separated, fission!
I won't pity you!
I won't hold you back!
You are not alone!
They won't let you go!
I'll be forgotten!
I can see you no more...
No more...!
No more pain and sorrow...
No more...!
No more lamentation...
[I can never understand it...
I wish I would have ended,
It's all my fault...
Everything was lost...]
Project IV
"Forget"
Song Projects
Keep my heart in your mind,
Leave all the insults behind...
See the world, through my perspective...
Here's your chance to see what it's like...
I can't go home...
A heart of stone...
Mine was shattered...
Let the pain...make it better!
It's difficult to...!
To find what's wrong and make it right!
It's difficult to...!
To make the light guide my night.
I saw the world, through your perspective...
I finally found, what it's like...!
It's difficult to...!
To find what's wrong and make it right!
It's difficult to...!
To make the light guide my night,
The cemetery song...
The higher power keeps me cold!
There's no control...!
Just forget the past and leave me alone...!
Leave me alone...!
Leave it all ALONE!!!
It's difficult to...!
To find what's wrong and make it right!
It's difficult to...!
To make the light guide my night,
The cemetery song...
The higher power keeps me cold!
There's no control...!
Just forget the past and leave me alone!
[It's difficult to...!
To find what's wrong and make it right!
There's no control...!
Just forget the past and leave me ALONE!]
This time it came back to haunt me...
There's no point of trying to leave it alone!
This time it came back to make me...
Feel like it will never...be alone!
Project IV
"I'm Not Alone"
Song Projects
GO!
Take it! Make it,
Hurt...
Seek it! Feel it,
Burn!
It's easy, to beat me!
Fall,
Been there! Done that!
ALONE
Alone, I sing the song again...
Enemies inside my head...
Can you see it's easy,
To shut out the past and leave me...
You will never find a way,
To focus on what's here today!
There are some things you can't control!
At least I know I'm not alone...
In this empty world...
Console it! Hold it,
In...
Sugar-coat it!
FRAUD!
These enemies inside my head!
They let me know that I'm not dead...
Soon youl'll see my true colors...
Isolated on this Earth...
You will never find a way,
To focus on what's here today!
There are some things you can't control!
At least I know I'm not alone...
In this EMPTY WORLD...
Celebrate...
The times you have while I am not around...
Suffocate...
While I'm still breathing, and you're not allowed...
Can we still be together?
Can we still love forever?
Can we stay with each other?
Share our moment...together...
From this empty world...
I will love you forever...
To your crowded mind...
Imagine us with each other...
Remember this moment, for it will never happen again!
I already knew you won't, for you have never seen the end!
It's...ea...sy...to...
Be...lost...in...thought!
You will never find a way,
To focus on what's here today!
There are some things you can't control!
At least I know I'm not alone...
I'm not alone...
I'm not alone...!
I'm not ALONE!
Project IV
"Intro"
Song Projects
I guess it’s okay to feel ashamed…
Knowing that you have a heart…
You compromise the world, but they get the majority,
You make your depression…family…
I…will…hold…you…tight…
I’m the one who’s out of control!
Wishing I could come back home,
Pulling the trigger, nightmare…stops,
Forever pouring, our tears…drop…
And I’m…never…sad…
For I am with you until the end…
I lay here…in bed…
Thinking about the times we have…spent…
I’m not allowed to be upset!
Because you hold me back, every time!
Cure the hate with anger,
Fight fire with fire!
Hope that the anger doesn't…get higher!!!
Don’t pile it higher!!!
I guess it’s okay to feel ashamed…
Knowing that you have a heart…
You compromise the world, but they get the majority,
You make your depression…family…
I…will…make…it…right…!
I’m the one who’s out of control!
Wishing I could come back home,
Pulling the trigger, nightmare…stops,
Forever pouring, our tears…drop…
And I’m…never…sad…
For I am with you until the end…
I lay here…in bed…
Thinking about the times we have…spent…
I’m not allowed to be upset!
Because you hold me back, every time!
Cure the hate with anger,
Fight fire with fire!
Hope that the anger doesn't…get higher!!!
Don’t pile it higher!!!
I’m leaving…
I’m leaving you!
I’m leaving…
I’m leaving you!
I’m leaving…
I’m leaving you!
I’m leaving…
I’m leaving you today…
There’s no way to make it right…
All we ever do is fight…
Life is a mystery…
But we’re making history…
Oh…