by Guest January 23rd 2010, 2:26 pm
Okay, below is one of Zezima's "therapy sessions" with me, pulled from The INGPRO archive at TM, and posted here at his request:
[22:40:46 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Mly... ?
[22:40:57 15/01/10] Mly : Yes?
[22:41:12 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Do you cope with death?
[22:41:32 15/01/10] Mly : Cope with death?
[22:41:49 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Do you know how to, I mean.
[22:42:56 15/01/10] Mly : Well, I'm not very attached to many people.
[22:43:04 15/01/10] Mly : But I wouldn't recommend that route.
[22:43:05 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Oh...
[22:43:16 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...Okay
[22:43:47 15/01/10] Mly : Talking about it will probably make you feel better. I don't have anything better to do.
[22:44:32 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Well... no one has died yet, but an unexpected disturbance has come up
[22:44:57 15/01/10] @ Zezima : My Grandma was found to have a severe Staphi infection all of a sudden...
[22:45:12 15/01/10] @ Zezima : And when they talked to her, she behaved odd
[22:45:36 15/01/10] @ Zezima : She seem all shooken up, and pale, was excited about things, and was teaching people things, and just all excited
[22:45:56 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Excited like... nervouse, and just redirecting it everywhere...
[22:46:23 15/01/10] @ Zezima : When asked about something she would normally detest, she just went along with it, and didn't mention certain aspects of it...
[22:47:05 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Other family members have had some, a few worse, but this one looks serious, and it wouldn't be as bad if it weren't just out of nowhere this hits us that she has it.
[22:47:25 15/01/10] @ Zezima : She got a prescription from a doctor for it, and when asked about it...
[22:47:43 15/01/10] @ Zezima : She just said she's too lazy to go get it. Which is frighteningly out of character.
[22:48:08 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I don't care about any of my family members except her, and one other. I just don't know how to look at this.
[22:48:13 15/01/10] @ Zezima : .....
[22:48:44 15/01/10] Mly : Hope she lives. Pray to whoever you pray to.
[22:48:48 15/01/10] Ash The Hedgehog : Just try to calm down. Things always happen for a reason.
[22:49:13 15/01/10] Mly : In all likeliness it won't do any good for her condition, but it will make you feel better.
[22:49:31 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I... I guess
[22:50:06 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I'm trying as hard as possible to calm down...
[22:50:09 15/01/10] Ash The Hedgehog : Just cherish the good nemories you have with her and try to make many more whole
[22:50:23 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...Yes
[22:50:24 15/01/10] Ash The Hedgehog : *while you still can
[22:50:38 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...Yes...
[22:51:06 15/01/10] Ash The Hedgehog : I never met any if my grandmas (or my Mom's dad), so looks like you have an advantage over me.
[22:51:40 15/01/10] Mly : Did they say what kind of Staph infection it is?
[22:52:07 15/01/10] Mly : Most aren't even dangerous, and from what I can tell by reading
[22:52:17 15/01/10] Mly : Wikipedia, it shouldn't affect her mental health.
[22:53:39 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Yes, it shouldn't...
[22:53:49 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...But, that's not how it affects people
[22:54:54 15/01/10] Mly : All I can tell you on the medical end is the following:
[22:56:11 15/01/10] Mly : Doctors are people too. Not only that, they know how the medical game works. If you can cajole them hard enough, they'll try to abuse glitches in the system to help you even if you and your family can't affor
[22:56:29 15/01/10] Mly : afford the procedures.
[22:57:04 15/01/10] Mly : But do it carefully.
[22:57:40 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Okay...
[22:59:20 15/01/10] @ Zezima : She has the localized skin infection...
[22:59:50 15/01/10] @ Zezima : That of a stye, or abscesses.
[23:03:55 15/01/10] Mly : The only other thing I can think to say is don't kill yourself on me.
[23:04:18 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...Why?
[23:04:53 15/01/10] Ash The Hedgehog : I feel your pain, Zez
[23:05:23 15/01/10] Mly : Think of other people. Other people will have to cope with your death.
[23:05:34 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I realize that...
[23:05:42 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...Thanks, Ash
[23:06:40 15/01/10] Mly : I'm just trying to help.
[23:06:56 15/01/10] Ash The Hedgehog : I've never had anyone close to me die, but I have had my favorite, best and most joyous memories die. If it's the right reason, that can feel like losing a loved one.
[23:10:26 15/01/10] @ Zezima : Yes...
[23:12:20 15/01/10] @ Zezima : NO.
[23:12:35 15/01/10] @ Zezima : http://www.medicinenet.com/staph_infection/page2.htm
[23:12:49 15/01/10] @ Zezima : "What is antibiotic-resistant Staph aureus?"
[23:12:53 15/01/10] @ Zezima : That's what she has.
[23:15:20 15/01/10] Mly : Maybe you should just go to bed right now. At the very least, you'll feel physically refreshed when you wake up.
[23:17:51 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...My mind is too restless
[23:19:26 15/01/10] Mly : Which means your body is probably already tired from dealing with your restless mind. Lay down, close your eyes, and don't try to get up.
[23:21:01 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I'll try...
[23:21:46 15/01/10] Mly : You're not trying. You're not trying to not get up. You're not trying to get up.
[23:22:00 15/01/10] Mly : If that makes any sense.
[23:22:18 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...That makes sense
[23:23:34 15/01/10] Pinata : anyone here
[23:23:36 15/01/10] Pinata : wanna have...
[23:23:48 15/01/10] Pinata : a nice
[23:23:50 15/01/10] Pinata : game of chess?
[23:24:10 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...No
[23:24:14 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I just...
[23:24:17 15/01/10] Mly : Pinata. Out. Now. I'm not in the mood for your idiocy and I'm fairly certain Zezima isn't either.
[23:25:07 15/01/10] Pinata : ... that hurt ;~;
[23:25:10 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...Thanks, Mly...
[23:26:08 15/01/10] Jmh : Cookie
[23:28:38 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I just need to lay down...
[23:28:45 15/01/10] @ Zezima : .....
[23:28:55 15/01/10] Jmh : Have a cookie. Cookie
[23:29:06 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ....Thanks
[23:29:20 15/01/10] Jmh : You are welcome.
[23:30:37 15/01/10] Pinata : What's the matter zezzy?
[23:30:43 15/01/10] Pinata : Will sex make if better :3
[23:31:01 15/01/10] Jmh : ....... That was uncalled for.
[23:31:06 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ......
[23:31:18 15/01/10] Pinata : what not with me
[23:31:25 15/01/10] Pinata : with a random stripper I'll pay :3
[23:31:30 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I'm leaving now...
[23:31:43 15/01/10] Jmh : ......
[23:31:53 15/01/10] @ Zezima : ...I mean this with all of my sincerity, Pinata
[23:32:11 15/01/10] @ Zezima : I will never trust you again...
I'll find the other two with Zezima and the one with Sketch and post them later on.